Currently Palm Trees and Power Lines By Sugarcult "Back to California" see related

Back to California

so back to California i go tomorrow. kinda nervous, to be honest with you. idk what i m going to find.

Will anything be the same? Will everything be different?

Will everyone be gone? Or forgotten about me?

im torn between being excited, and dreading it. i mean i have sooooo much to look forward to:

being home for the first time in yearsss

seeing all of my old friends who meant a lot to me

seeing all the old places i use to hang out, love being at, and all.

party in places i never got to because i wasnt allowed to go out, and because i wasnt old enough.

i cant wait til everyone sees how much i have changed and see that i am not the ugly duckling that i use to be growing up.

but idk...hopefully it will be a good trip and i will come home with TONSSS of more memories with my besties out there.

i've missed you guys, and it will feel AWESOME to be back

Currently Listening Tha Carter III By Lil' Wayne "Tie My Hands" see related

So its been a while since I've been on here.

a lot of new things happened.  

I have a great job, a house, and an awesome boyfriend who I love to death!

I lost a best friend, but i guess the people in my past are there for a reason, right?

neways Abby and I are still besties! :] that girl rocks my world!

my sister goes to UNT now [so proud of her!], and ma man is in college too. ALSO proud of him

I'm planning on going back this semester [registering as i type], so hopefully i'll keep myself busy and on track for my career :]

Come with me
Stay the night
Just say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do ya expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand
And you say you've changed
But boy you know your begging don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game (You know it's just too little too late)

So let me go now
'Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know...

It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

I was young
And in love
I gave you everything
But it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate (You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
I'm letting you go
I'm loving myself
You got a problem
But don't come asking me for help
'Cause you know...

I can love with all of my heart, baby
                                                 I know I have so much to give                                          With a player like you I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live


You know it's just too little too late

It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway