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Back to California

Mon, 08 Dec 2008 18:02:09 GMT

so back to California i go tomorrow. kinda nervous, to be honest with you. idk what i m going to find.

Will anything be the same? Will everything be different?

Will everyone be gone? Or forgotten about me?

im torn between being excited, and dreading it. i mean i have sooooo much to look forward to:

being home for the first time in yearsss

seeing all of my old friends who meant a lot to me

seeing all the old places i use to hang out, love being at, and all.

party in places i never got to because i wasnt allowed to go out, and because i wasnt old enough.

i cant wait til everyone sees how much i have changed and see that i am not the ugly duckling that i use to be growing up.

but idk...hopefully it will be a good trip and i will come home with TONSSS of more memories with my besties out there.

i've missed you guys, and it will feel AWESOME to be back

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Sat, 20 Sep 2008 20:18:48 GMT

so wats up!

im in Waco with my love, SICCCKKKKK tho :[

got like a cold or something.

forgot my medicine back in Dallas @ home :[[[

sucks.

BUT,
i'm with my love and hes taking care of me so all is good :]]]

tho right now hes preoccupied with Guitar Hero with his roommates at the moment... lol

neways all is gooood with me and my life! :]

i love it!

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Tue, 16 Sep 2008 15:30:35 GMT

So its been a while since I've been on here.

a lot of new things happened.

I have a great job, a house, and an awesome boyfriend who I love to death!

I lost a best friend, but i guess the people in my past are there for a reason, right?

neways Abby and I are still besties! :] that girl rocks my world!

my sister goes to UNT now [so proud of her!], and ma man is in college too. ALSO proud of him

I'm planning on going back this semester [registering as i type], so hopefully i'll keep myself busy and on track for my career :]

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Sat, 23 Feb 2008 12:05:03 GMT

Come with me
Stay the night
Just say the words but boy it don't feel right
What do ya expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand
And you say you've changed
But boy you know your begging don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game (You know it's just too little too late)

So let me go now
'Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know...

It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)

I was young
And in love
I gave you everything
~~But it wasn't enough~~
And now you wanna communicate (You know it's just too little too late)
Go find someone else
I'm letting you go
I'm loving myself
You got a problem
But don't come asking me for help
'Cause you know...

I can love with all of my heart, baby
I know I have so much to give With a player like you I don't have a prayer
That's the way to live

You know it's just too little too late

It's just too little too late
A little too long
And I can't wait
But you know all the right things to say
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
So be real
It doesn't matter anyway

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Sat, 23 Feb 2008 06:03:16 GMT

Monday, February 11, 2008

Mon, 11 Feb 2008 22:17:26 GMT

i fucking love life!!

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

Wed, 06 Feb 2008 20:11:00 GMT

so im bak....

workin on something thats old...but SO worth it, ya know what i mean?

anways things are going great for me....

im living up to my new years resolution: "Hit the ground running in 2008, and never look back"

gosh, life is good.... im lovin it! :]

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Wed, 23 Jan 2008 23:08:28 GMT

so guys, OFFICIALLY loving life!!

hehe thought i'd post up some pics. VERY FEW...i dont wanna give TOO much insight into my life on a thing that isnt private lol

GOD he is such a hottie! sup, Sully!

we got bored n found my phone lol

me n Sully at my birthday party

ma lil sis n her boyfrann

me n ma girls ON my birthday drinkin Tequila Margaritas n Smirnoffs lol

me n Abby n the cake she made me :D

we're FAMOUS! lol Scary Kids Scaring Kids Concert at The Door with Sully, Carlton, Steven, Derrek, Brittany, Cait, and others

me n the keyboardist from Scary Kids Scaring Kids. ;D he's so hottttt.... sorry Sully. lol

hahahaha silly Sully and Brittany

Friday, January 18, 2008

Fri, 18 Jan 2008 05:46:36 GMT

life goes on....

no...

it rocks on...

<-- thats what I've been doing lately lol

Thursday, December 20, 2007

Thu, 20 Dec 2007 20:14:24 GMT

things fall apart....

hearts get broken....

but life goes on.

and so will mine.